Yes, yes, yes! I am coming! I am finally going to do it! I have had enough. Today after work I will put my thoughts on paper, even be it digital paper on my computer. I will write down my thoughts for what I want to do in the future in my job in Japanese and by next week I will submit this document to my boss and will thus make my statement of intention of what I want to do. I will be confident and having this document and everything I want to say in there will give me the strength and certainty that I express myself well. I will not be looking for help with this document from anyone as this is for me and mostly concerns me and I have to do it myself. And I will do it! Success, success, yes, yes!